I so sO SO wanna to look forward - Unwritten pages of my life!!!

Darn! Today's my boy's bdae, yet I still feel so down. *shakes self* Gotta go buy him his bdae cake soon. Simplest bdae ever. Just a cake. I'm so sorry my love.

Days of idling are over, no matter how "safe" you feel wallowing in this pathetic situation. You know you can achieve more, c'mon! Carry on like this, your take-for-granted safeness would also become dangerously precarious. Yea... no doubt this is the 1st time (for a year plus oredy =.='') for so many years that u r finally living wat she wrongfully remarked as "Xiaojie life". You've been working so hard, almost overworked & gasping for breathe but she overthrew every efforts as I had it all easy. But who is she anyway? I dun wanna be another her as you've remarked. You dun need 2 mothers anyway & she's a terror, I dun see myself like her at all so "get outta my life" as wat you've sed!!

The anger, humilation, sufferings & injustice I've felt & gone thru'... no one would feel it for meh...

Yea, I've been mourning over the grief of "loss of partner" as wat Lorna sed. Time to wake up & move on. You've long cast in stone you wouldn't want to be with him anyway.

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Unwritten

I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined
I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned

Staring at the blank page before you, open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

Oh, Oh

I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines (yeah yeah)
We've been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can't live that way (oh oh)

Staring at the blank page before you, open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

Staring at the blank page before you, open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions.

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins

The rest is still unwritten...

- Natasha Bedingfield