你爱我的方式也是默默的吗？还是只是我想太多了？我都不敢去期待什么。这是爱吗？

“你真的好过分。我以为你都不在乎我写给你的信。”

“我不知道该怎么写信给你。但妳知道吗？我把背妳的信，当成是一种...”

“什么？”

“爱妳的方式。”

I wanna

Joe Cheng Learning how to dance

I wanna learn how to dance

I wanna learn how to play saxophone

I wanna pick up french and/or Japanese

If i can excel in swimming before, i'm sure i can do these well if i set my heart to them.

为什么??

那么多东西你可以做... 但为什么你要骗我呢？？

I'm going to hdb today.

Past

That flash of missing u while eating, mum

I've painted on ur body too.

Pelting kisses


I rmb those assuring hugs...

Mum... hv u ever regret? 妈，你后悔过吗？？

You were almost here... werent chew? At least, that's wat i hope to believe..

Brian Mcfadden - Almost Here
With Delta Goodrem (Delta Goodrem, Brian McFadden, Guy Chambers)

Brian:
Did I hear you right?
Cause I thought you said
Let's think it over
You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you

Shadows bleeding through the light
Where the love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?

Delta:
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause you're only almost here

Brian:
I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me
Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Oh please protect me

Brian & Delta:
Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered, now it hurts
Brian:
Oh, haven't I always loved you?

Delta:
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause you're only almost here

Brian & Delta:
Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered, now it hurts
Brian:
Haven't I always loved you?

Delta:
But when I need you
You're almost here
Brian:
Well I never knew how far behind I'd left you
Delta:
And when I hold you
You're almost here
Brian:
Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted

Brian & Delta:
And now I'm with you
I'm close to tears
Brian:
Cause I know I'm almost here

Brian & Delta:
Only almost here

You were almost here werent you? It's enuff. I just needed that. Cos
i needed to give u up. Those moments when i needed help and u were there. Almost here wld be good enuff. A solace. At least, let me
believe that...

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Love Contract


生日，人日。哈...




This reminds me of that evening. Even him, strange... been with him for so long, but nvr set off any actual fireworks with him. So many years, he cld hv shared those memories with me, but he nvr did.


It was with u.

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My Secret Fav Hideout



Haha... actually aint much of a secret. Brought quite a few friends there before. Lotsa memories there as well, but definitely one of my fav places to go. Esp at night with torchlight and candle light.

Let the truth be known, the place i've nvr really brought anyone to... is my heart. My heart at its barest. If i can almost crumble at that degree with my ex, god knows wat will happen if i let anyone touch my bare heart. No mask, no shield. Just bare

and true.

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This is actually ep 10.3, as oppose to the episodes in sequence above (ep 13.2, 13.3 & 15.3)

Haha... i added this in not becos it reminded me of some lovely memories i hv had. I added this precisely cos i've nvr had such happy memories of having so much fun at the beach. The female lead has had this memory even before she and the male lead got together. Am so envious. Haha.

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p/s: i realli love the beach :) The smell of the sea in the wind, the view of the horizon where the sky meets the sea at the wavebreaker. I just like... the sea :)

The ugly truth is... i wont be the last

Realization... Empty Promises... Never for real

i only came to realize that of late...

Though it shdnt hv matter at all really. Shdnt.

But why does it still hurt? Why?

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“你说... 我是混蛋，还是笨蛋？”

“我被人家玩弄了那么久，竟然什么都不知道……”

“我为他付出了那么多，为他牺牲那么多；结果我的下场是什么？har？”

“为什么会把自己弄成这个样子？为什么？”

“我一直以为我自己可以... 可是我真的没有办法面对自己。”