I wish you love

I wish you bluebirds in the spring
To give your heart a song to sing
And then a kiss
But more than this
I wish you love

And in July a lemonade
To cool you in some leafy glade
I wish you health
And more than wealth
I wish you love

My breaking heart and I agree
That you and I could never be
So with my best
My very best
I set you free

I wish you shelter from the storm
A cozy fire to keep you warm
But most of all
When snowflakes fall
I wish you love

Only for me to know

I know it doesnt seem like a good healthy reason but nobody else is gonna know this anyway. I think i do have some liking for you but somehow neither of us is able to reciprocate right?

So... what imma gonna do is, to keep the liking for u deep within my heart and never confess to u abt it. And then when any other guy that comes along who is interested in me and looks vaguely cute to me in "that sense", imma gonna flash u out, tell myself that ur the one i like and avert those guys from landing myself into any possible romantic relationship.

Wld it not be fair to u? Anyway, who the fuck knows? It's my own tots, my own feelings, and it is my choice whether to turn u into an obsession or not so long as i dun harm u in anyway nor stalk u right?


i guess, i am just sick of rs which might not work out in the end. i m so sick of hearing tales of unfaithfulness, being strung along, incompatibility etc



And i want to use you as an excuse.


What would you think if you found out? But you shall never will.

心意

Some things are just not what it seems
Chapter 9


“你还不明白吗？那些围绕在你身边的衰人，全都是你自己招惹来的！你叔叔、嘉辉、现在再加上一个阿ken，全都是在你一厢情愿的保护下，他们才会变本加厉。他们的堕落，都是你的心软造成的！”

“不需要用眼睛看，你还是知道我。因为，你感觉得到我。同样，你也听见了，小南刚才所说的话。可是，你真正听得懂她想表达的心意吗？”
“还有你自己呢？你有没有听听自己想告诉自己的声音？”

《微笑 Pasta》幕后花絮

只要笑一笑，没什么事情过不了

献给我最爱的乌龟妹

小乌龟
la la la la la la
la la la la la la
这首歌要给一个人
歌声代替语言
深情只增不减
那一刻吻她的脸
地转天旋

爱的感觉 比樱桃更甜
双眼放送闪电 能超越极限
让人忘了季节 爱成了经典
为他付出所有爱恋!!!

要你永远是我的小乌龟
我爱你
每一天

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乌龟舞
小乌龟呀！小乌龟呀！来跳舞！来跳舞！因为何群心情不好、因为何群心情不好！笑一笑！笑一笑！


张栋梁 和 王心凌 饰演 《微笑 Pasta》

星星真的好美哦！

I feel the wind blow in this place
There I see the stars beyond this window pane
Shining so bright here in this night
here i feel a sense of love



Deep in my heart I cry for you
Every tear that falls feels like a wound
the stars in the skies gently shine
taking away my pain...


I hear a voice gently saying
"Don't be afraid"
I feel a warmth come over me
as I sleep in their embrace


and even though I ...
do not have the strength to go on
even though i try to hold on
this love will never ever
be meant for me


but i'll keep on smiling ...


even though my dreams won't come true
i'll remember every moment with you


Like the stars that shine forever,
i'll treasure my love ...
for you ..

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Byul Lyrics

param gyeoli changeul heundeulgo

nae gimalhan jakeun nawei pan weouro

areumduphge byulbijdeureul
kadeul chaewojuneyo

malhi aphahajimah

nalkkok aneunchae

dadokyojumyeo

jakjara weouro haejuneyo

keodji mothalmankkeum

himekyeowon aphawado

nunmuli apeul karyeowado

kajjimothal nae sarang aphedo

nan useullaeyo

jamshimado kyeote

haengboghattdeon giogdeureul

kashime kanjig halkeyo

du nune suno najin jeobyuldeul cheoreom

yeongwonhi

Star ~ Kim Ah Joong




The wind knocks on the window

Over the room as small as me

Twinkling stars so beautiful

Filling the room with love



Don't be hurt

Holding my hands tightly

Caressing my wound gently

Embracing me to sleep



Too hurt for my legs to walk

Eyes so blurry with tears

Before love

Never meant for me



I will keep on smiling



Dear moments with you

Buried deep in my heart oh~

Like those stars embroidered in my eyes

I will love you forever




Translation of Youme’s version:

the wind is shaking the windows, and over my small room,

the stars fill up the sky, shining brightly too many to count,

the stars reassure tired me

they wipe away the many tears that are deep inside me

don’t be hurt too much..

they hug me tight and pamper me and comfort me,

telling me to go to sleep

though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walk

though my tears blur my vision

I’ll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to get

Even though our happy times were short, I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart

like those countless number of stars, forever

My dream is coming. though it is unusual that my one star is bright

it is very bright, even blinding..it comes down to my shoulder

stop being so sad..it holds my hand as it touches me

and gives me a warm hug

though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walk

though my tears blur my vision

I’ll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to get

Even though our happy times were short, I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart

like those countless number of stars, forever

Only for today, I won’t cry though my eyes fill with tears

I want to laugh like those stars

Oh ~ I want to cherish all my happy moments deep inside my heart

Like those countless number of stars, forever

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Maria

Miss You Much

人前笑、人后哭。

小综的“封面人物”

我觉得他这种人前笑、人后哭的性格还和我挺像的嘛。受不了别人太关怀，但很矛盾的却又渴望被宠被爱。

小时候的他，真像我和我弟，爱玩假扮游戏。

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主持人张清芳对于小综的诠释：

“你也其实很需要人家关心，但是你就是、你很怕那个气氛对不对。所以你就要先‘没事啊！’还叫人家‘小宝贝’！”

“在当下的时候，你觉得孤独的时候，是因为你怎么样 — 你怕人家知道，你怕人家知道你难过，所以你以为大家都不知道。其实大家都知道、大家都想关心你。其实大家都很想把你那个面具拿掉、戳破；但你就是要这样 —‘我很孤独，没有人知道。你知道我现在很苦、很苦。我就回去大哭。可是我出来就装的一副没事。’也爱面子，也好强。”

小综：“对……我又不想要说……唉，我好苦哦，我怎样的样子。然后要大家跟我一起陷入那种很‘荡”（低潮）的气氛。我最不喜欢这样。”

对于怎样替沮丧的朋友加油打气，小综：“我会带动欢乐给他们啊！”
张清芳：“所以你是会把那种悲剧变戏剧就对了。”

张清芳：“就是受不了太感性，也受不了别人太关心；但实际上心里又很渴望，就像葵（偶像剧：蔷薇之恋）……然后就用吃东西来发泄，把自己吃的一个很饱。或是出来就明明是在要跟他对方聊天但是也不讲。希望对方能了解，能够开个头。对方开头你也不搭腔。”

小综：“我面对低潮，其实我做的举动，都不会太悲观。我都会尽量正面的……欸，喝酒算不算悲观？呵……就是尽量的去消化我的一些那些不满的情绪或者是低潮吧？”

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除了他双子座的蛮爱主动找朋友出来和他开口闭口叫别人‘小宝贝’，我觉得我的个性其实和他都还蛮像的。巨蟹座的我当然也不会像偶像剧“蔷薇之恋”里的葵，对人凶巴巴的。

好朋友

“你宁愿做她一辈子的好朋友…

还是勇敢的做一次她的男朋友？”

朋友真是一辈子的吗？

我们随缘吧！

“ 经过了这么多事情，我也明白了很多。我知道真正的爱情是透彻而且不勉强的。所以……我们随缘吧！”

p/s: I know this is a very hard concept to accept for any goal orientated person. But where feelings are concern plus 天时地利人和，what else to do?