After careful tots...

I dun think I want another reckless guy... Mr R, I dun think ur for meh.

He does hv his sweet lil ways (caring) but most times, he's rather scattered-minded, self-centered (as in his own pleasures first, does things at his own convenience and in his favour rather than considering others; may turn out to be rather calculative - keeping scores on stuff he think he's "sacrificed" when that's hardly what a partner might want fr him), big-headed (may be termed as confident & self-assured but in this context here, it's of a negative nature when he just push what he THINKS you need to you without double-checking) and brusque. He reminds me a lot of my ex, though he has a stable job at least and supports his family all by himself. Well, taken into consideration his difficult experience in this 1st marriage, I think he'll hv a lot more to expect fr me, yet at the same time given his lack of sensitivity to my predicaments and feelings, I dun think he's for me (no doubt, horoscope wise, zodiac wise, he's a perfect match! Well, logically speaking, we cant use that as sole gauge right? Though I've been almost driven up the wall to believe all kinds of superstition)

I've got to keep a distance from him from now on, cos he's getting too physical for my own good. I do like his forthrightness and his heat but based on past exp, this kinda move would seem to fizzle out over time...

I'd rather a guy who ain't that touchy in the first place (shows respect for me as well) and build up passion as the relationship progress (Mr A?)

Am still on the lookout anyway. Few more years before I turn 32. The age which the fortune-teller's advised meh, after which would be rather difficult for me to get married.

I still yearn for a loving family you know...