M & M...

Melts in your mouth, not in your hand!

So if that's the rationale, why do I not have much appetite at all?

Ask me what's mah fav food now and you'll register a "..."

I may recite the list from memory but it truly will not excite me right now.

It's like there's an invisible force behind me to eat becos I know I wont live if I dun.

Strange feelings in my stomach, dread in mah heart. Head feels heavy, yet imma not feverish nor do i even have a true headache. I simply cannot get outta bed at the regular time I shd ea day and I sleep on to dream and dream; or sometimes even nevermind if there's no dream, i just wrap myself with blanket to continue the snooze journey.

It' nothing productive at all I know it, but I just cant seem to make myself to do something productive AT ALL!

What do I want?

Love me when i least deserve it,

because that's when I really need it

- Swedish Proverb