My mind's a blank...

I realized for the past few days that it seems odd that I still hadn't had my period.

The possibility suddenly hit me.

Gosh? Am I pregnant?

I didnt feel as if I was. But going by the funny discharge I had and becos I didnt record the days I had period on a calendar anymore, it could be much longer than i realized that I've missed my period. This is also another bad point abt the discontinuation of contraceptives. But the plus point is that it would be a good rest for my womb. Anything artificial is not as good for the body.

Though to be pregnant would be a worst nightmare come true (i even had nightmare on this before), there's nothing else to do but to find out whether I am or not before i can take further actions.

So today, I went to the pharmacy to get the test kit. I was puzzled over the words "one test" and "two tests" stated on the boxes, so i grab the kit that says "two tests" just to be doubly sure. Turn out that "two tests" actually means that there are two kits in the box. Oh well, I can keep the other as it only expires August 2008.

The result is negative. Phew!

I swear I'm never gonna engage in sex again with anyone whom I am not sure I can see a future with.