Now i get it

Tks friend.

I care. Perhaps too much. That's y i hurt.

Now i hv to learn to let go of the fear of EVEN WHAT YOU might think of me.

As much as i wld like to hold onto u as someone special, crave for your ustanding and acceptance, it isn't feasible right now as you have put it across yourself oh so clearly.

So i m gonna throw you far far away, to the back of my mind & live my life as if i've nvr met u.

Until the day you can initiate the first contact all over again. Even then, some things wld be very different i guess.

Maybe then, i will never feel the same way as i've felt for u before...

It truly is a pity. But well, i've given you the opportunity hvnt i? Maybe like wat another friend's said - right person wrong time.

Decisions still hv to be made. This is the decision i've made for myself now


- to let you go.