Since yesterday

You are constanting harping my mind and oh bother! I must not let you know how i feel. I must take extra care that you dun accidentally cast a glimpse and chance upon my tots. I must take extra care to withold myself. Wat an agony! I dun wanna make you feel pressurized and snap the kite string as a result. I dun wanna come across as a whining queen even though that seems to be the only thing i can do now.

I dun want you to look down upon me.