Lethargic II

I think tt another thing tt is scaring me like hell is, I am unable to give anymore yet I am expected to. I am so broken and yet it's like the world is trying to rip every last pieces of me left without a tot for me. If ripping me down to my bare bones is not enuff, it's like they're prolly thinking of crushing & grinding my bones to powder for some other uses too.

Hence this feeling of being lethargic today, not caring, dun wanna care, dun wanna know... when no one cares enuff to reach out to me.

And when someone does, I wonder if it is becos he wants something out of me.

Perhaps it's only god who can love me unconditionally?

:( I dunno. I am just too afraid to be able to differentiate anymore.